Friday, April 10, 2009

Because of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid


I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Thursday, April 09, 2009

1) Are you single or attached ?
Single
2) How old are you ?
13
3) Do you have a person you are in love with ?
Perhaps
4) What is the name of the person you are in love with ?
Lalala
5) If the person you love and your mother drop into the sea , who will you save ?
My mother
6) Have you ever hugged someone before ?
Yep
7) Do you love your parents ?
Yea
8) Will you hug the one you are in love with ?
Sure
9) Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend ?
Depends
10) Are you jealous right now ?
Lols. Yeah
11) Who is the last person who messaged you , what is the message?
JingX. Sth sth
12) Who is your clique ?
All?
13) Do you wan to have baby in future ?
I'm still v young
14) Do you prefer Mac , KFC , Long John Silver , Burger King or Coffee Shop ?
Kfc
15) Are you skinny or fat?
Fat, cause I love chocolate:D
16) Do you smoke ?
No
17) If you boyfriend/girlfriend is two-timer , what will you do ?
Break
18) If you found that you have a disease , what will you do ?
Stay w my love ones
19) Which CCA are you in ?
Band
20) If you are rich , what will you do ?
Do the things I like
21) If the ne you are in love with held your hand , what will you do ?
Hold back
22) If the one you are in love with rejected you , what will you do ?
How would I knw
23) What is your favourite cartoon character ?
-
24) What is your personality ?
Idk
25) Friendship or love ?
Both
26) Cookie monster or Elmo ?
Cookie Monster
27) What is your horoscope ?
Scorpio
28) When is your birthday ?
25/10
29) Who is your idol ?
Jay Chou
30) Who you wished to marry to ?
The one I love
31) Do you like lollipop ?
Depends
32) Do you have your own diary ?
Yeah
33) Who are you scared of ?
Idk
34) Who is your first crush ?
Hady!:D Hahhas! I miss him
35) If your face is destroyed , are you still happy ?
Nope
36) Happy , sad , stress , lonely or moody ?
Moody
37) What is the BIGGEST thing you afraid of ?
Losing the one I love.
38) If you are going to die , who will you first think of ?
The ones I love
39) If you are kidnapped , who will you wan to call for help first ?
Police
40) Who you think you are ?
Myself
41) Which do you prefer , bee or mosquito?
Neither
42) Are you scared of insects ?
It depends
43) If you saw ghost , what will you do ?
No such things
44) There is a admire of yours and he wont die heart , what will you do ?
Lols. Depends on who's the person
45) If your clique quarrel , what will you do ?
Keep quiet
46) If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he wanted to break , what will you do ?
Break. Then cry out loud
47) Do you love soft toys ?
Yea
48) Do you think you are gay/lesbian ?
No
49) Have you ever entered the girl/boy's toilet ?
Yea=.= Thanks to Sean Nichloas Ang, lols weird name
50) Who do you wish to be chatting with you now ?
Him & her
51) Are you bored now ?
Yea
52) Are you blur ?
Idk
53) If you can have your hair dyed , what colour do you wan ?
Black
54) Do you wear specs ?
Yea
55) What is your shirt colour now ?
The Cross Country Road Trip shirt
56) What brand of school bag you use ?
Nike
57) Have you bathed ?
Ya
58) How many people are there in your family ?
3
59) What is your full name ?
Yang Yi
60) Lock yourself in the room or cut yourself with penknife ?
Lock myself in the room
61) How much of % do you give the boy you are in love with ?
50% HAHAHHA
62) Do you misses your ex ?
En
63) Are you scared of losing the most precious things ?
Yeah
64) What is the blog url of the person you are in love with ?
Lallala
65) Do you hate him/her ?
Sometimes I really do
66) Do you wish your mother was hugging you now ?
Lols. Sure
67) Are you sitting or standing now ?
Sitting
68) Have you eaten ?
No
69) How many person you blocked in your MSN ?
1
70) If your idol come to the Country you are in now , what will you do ?
Do things I always do.
71) If you get to shake hand with your idol , what will you do ?
Shake lor
72) Do you have a pet last time or now ?
LAst time
73) Who is the last person you chatted with in MSN ?
Shi Hwee
74) How many people get beaten by you before ?
Alot
75) If your boyfriend/girlfriend dun love you anymore , what will you do ?
Make him love me mre
76) You won a car , what will you do with it ?
Get license
77) If your boyfriend/girlfriend cannot live more than 1 week , what will you do ?
Stay w him
78) If you fall down , will you stand up on your own or ask people to help you ?
Stand up mt own
79) How many TV(s) do you have ?
3
80) If this is your first date , what will you wear ?
Normal cloths
81) What is your email address?
J3s.y@hotmail.com
82)Who do you think annoys you the most ?
Her?
83) What school are you in now ?
Tss
84) Do you like your form teacher ?
Yea
85) In school , who are you most scared of ?
Her? Not scared, but stressed out
86) Which instrument do you wish to have in your house ?
Flute.HAHAHHA
87) During weekends , what will you do ?
THings tht I always do
88) Do you prefer fever or flu ?
Fever
89) Do you prefer laptop or desktop ?
Laptop
90) What colour of specs are you wearing ?
Red
91) What fruits do you like the most ?
Apple
92) What is your mobile phone number ?
zzz..
93) Do you prefer Iphone or normal mobile phone ?
My own fone
94) If your pants drop at a very crowded place , what will you do ?
Pull it up
95) Are you scared of chili ?
No
96) Are you wearing any accessories now ?
Clip
97) Do you like rainbow ?
Yea
98) What subject you love most ?
Science
99) If you were to present infront of the person you are in love with and the whole school , what will you do ?
Present lah
100) Which do you prefer cute/chio/handsome boys/girls ?
Handsome guys

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So what do you expect me to do??

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

I barely pass my Science test! HAHAHA! I think I can't get the signature. LOL

Doin research on Flooding now, sianx, I cant make myself like Geo. ):
Mr Lim almost killed me tdy. He's soooo mean ): Make the class do the physical exercise, or whatevr its known as. Wthell, till now, my legs still feel v weak. & tht made the reason why I can't concentrate during maths. HAHAHA! Bad workman blame his tools. LOL!

I think I'm getting mre and mre annoyed because of her. I don't get it manx, who she evn think she is? Treat ppl like her dog, and order ppl do this do that. Badmouth bout them in front of me, then pretend like like them so much in front if them. Hypocrite. Please lah, stop it lah, it works only on guys who fancy your look. !@#$%^&*(*&^%$
That's only what I think. You love her, shuddup. =.=

Monday, April 06, 2009

I'm a Jay Chou fans! HAHAHA!
He's so hot. LOL!:DD

Mdm Hapifah's pictures in Facebook made me miss Pt again ):
Ex-Pts' go see! ^^

Saturday, April 04, 2009

Slacked the whole morning, so I full of energy now. HAHAHA!

Okay, I was happy yesterday. Hehex!
Yesterday
Erm, blahblah. Lit was bored. Alwayz.
Continue w the Mexico's poster during El. My grp members so pervert. What caterpillar is what colour. HAHAHHA!
Oh by the way, ytd's Mrs Yit's bday, so she's kind of happy. LOL! But the freaking factorise question pissed me off during maths. Hahha!
Chinese was loud. Alwayz loud. Lols, MUST thanks to the pair sitting behind me & the pair sitting in front of me. HAHAHA! 'Cause the mt lesson lasts 2hour and 25min, so Sun lao shi gave us 5mins break. Hehex! Played the clap game during the rest. I think ppl who saw Ling Jing & I playing clap clap thingy must be dumbfounded. Lols!
& forgot frm whn on the Kieren Lim was saying tht I like Zhi Hao. HAHAHHA! Yeahhhh, I like him! He look so damn cute whn he smile. HAHAHAHH!
Stayed bck to try out the sloar car. HAHHA! Can't move, but our grp's car looks like Ferrari. LOL!

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

April's fool. Hahaha!
I pity my bag. Kick it agn, and I'll kick your ass. Hahaha! Lols!

I want to change my blogsong to this.

我不配-周杰伦
这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲 走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏 你跟自己下棋
还来不及 仔仔细细 写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节
你好累 你默背
为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎 你受罪 你的美

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气 在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪在 还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲 走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏 你跟自己下棋
还来不及 仔仔细细写下 你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对我最后才了解
一页页不忍 翻阅的情节
你好累 你默背为我掉过几次泪
多憔悴 而我心碎 你受罪你的美

我不配 这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微
在妥协 是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节
你好累 你默背
为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎 你受罪 你的美 我不配

Thursday, March 26, 2009


Nice song?
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I just don't understand. I don't understand why those things happened. You lil bastard, spoilt my mood-.-
I hate leaving school, because the moment I stepped outta the school, those thing.. my mind just cant stop thinking of the troubles you created for me. Wtfreak.

School's just fine. Laugh alot. Thanks to the music teachers. Lols!
Tss's Carova's Tee looks so like Pt's Polo T. Hahaha. I miss Pt. (: